Its my best friends birthday today... 'National Holiday' as he used to term it... N I hope n pray n wish him the very best.. May God give him all the happiness in the world... and keep him always happy n satisfied - knowing too well, that I am not a part of his life anymore...
Time passes, people change, n sometimes their emotions too... I wont blame you for being like this to me, cos i know, you want me to be happy... You know that even if your words hurt me, ultimately, its for my happy life... But i Just wanted to tell you one thing... Of all the things I have ever lost.. you, my friend, are the person i miss the most... hope you realise it some day... hope you understand what you were and are for me... I decided to stop bugging you after you told me to stay away from you... the day you told me that i have to go my ways, cos you have your own problems... I just hope that you are happy... and your junior turn out to be a person, just like you.... the person who gives you the world of joy n happiness... I know you are going to be a very good father to him... cos no one knows you like i do... He is going to grow up just like you... a very good friend to those who know him... a confidant to those who seek help n support... a person who is full of love n energy n excitement... years later, i would love to meet you all... and see for myself that i wasn't wrong..
I'm sure that he will never see this blog... but still, i want him to know that, you were, you are, n you will always be my best friend... whom i talk to when i'm happy or when i am sad... do you know? i still talk to you... do you hear it at times like how you used to? do you still hear my laughter n smiles when i am happy? do you still feel my pain? may be, may be not... life has to go on... you said you shouldn't be the person i should look up to when i am sad... but, i don't have anyone else.. so even when you are not here, i talk to you... you are my friend.. n you will always be.. cos no one can ever replace you...
So long.... my dear friend... may you live happily ever after... like those in the stories of prince n princess n their little junior.... n hope you receive my 'megha sandesham'
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Phone your friend. It's his birthday. He'll want to hear from you.
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