Here I am... finally.....
Finally, truly freed.... and it feels great!
Have been living a life I never wanted for the past 2 yrs or so... n today, I am a new person...
I was able to sleep peacefully, without disruption for the past 3-4 days... I am able to wake up early, n spend time in prayer & reading the Bible. I feel like, I have got my life back... and it feels good!
I went for counselling on Sunday... a spiritual counselling actually.. I was going in wrong directions in my life - i knew it.. and i needed guidance... i needed proofs from the Scripture about what i actually should be doing, and I got exactly that from the 5 hour long counselling session i had. Cried so much that i got a headache, n prayed a lot too.. But it was all worth the effort...
Now I know, this is the life i want... I am happy like i used to be... and I have to make sure I stay like this... I have to make sure I a living with my lord... I have to make sure that i dont repeat the mistakes i have already done...
I just want to be happy now... Live for my family, my dear ones... my husband n my daughter, n parents.... Oh, I cant really express how happy I am!
God, just be with me & guide me like how you always do.. don't let me lose my way ... just be with me....
