Confusions of life...

Here I am once again... totally in a confused state of mind as to what priority I should give to different things in my life at this point of time. My health, my job or my family.


I am standing at that junction of life, where I see 3 paths. One leads to my career, lookout for a new job etc, second one leads to my health, as i have to urgently reduce some 10-12Kg of my body weight, as  I am over weight now ( I like to blame it on my hypothyroidism and diabetes, but I know it not just that). Controlling diet  and doing exercises are just what it takes, but.. you know... And the third one leads to my family, adding a member to our family. My daughter is 3 yrs old now, n I myself am 29, so i feel its not a good thing to postpone it - thinking about this also needs the path 2, cos I cant go ahead without reducing my weight...


Sigh! Doesn't seem to be a big task here, or confusing this right? But, it is, for me. I have been working from home for the past 4 yrs, which made me out of touch with many technologies in the field I work (but i do know many technologies, which others hardly know about). But I am not confident in giving interviews :| which makes me sound like a tensed school going kid, who is scared about exams. But believe me, this is not a good feeling. Having 8.5 yrs experience in what I do, and still not confident enough for an interview. 


I've been praying a lot these days, cos I am not able to understand what i should do first... will continue doing that till i get answers...


God, hear me and answer me please...